Psycho Shaman

I fell in love with a man back in December of 2002. He professed to be a shaman, and was quite eager to aid me in my spiritual path.

He mirrored everything I did and I in fact thought he was my twin flame. We shared everything in common and he could virtually read my mind. We had both taken Reiki courses at different times of course, as we lived 1000 miles apart. He professed to know what I was so desperately and quietly searching for.

We met 5 months later when I flew to meet him. He was an absolute dreamboat to me. My knight in shining armour. The stairs were laden with rose petals, my favourite chocolate bars and at the top a lovely vase filled with a dozen of the most beautiful long stemmed roses you ever saw. Nothing could have been more perfect.

Our lovemaking was amazing, he knew my every move and every part of my body as it if were a single motion with his. He had me in his web. I would have done anything for this man, to please him and to keep him. Little did I know he was a total psychopath and had done this to many other women before me.

His lies were believable and he was so sweet about the love and truths he professed and his undying love to me, his one and only. When he finally sucked me dry of money and energy he found new prey. He dumped me under the guise that he was doing me a favour by not hurting me as he was disabled and not able to provide for me. Not 1 hour after I got my " Dear John " letter, yes a "Dear John" letter, what a gutless wonder this guy is....he had his profile up on another website looking for Ms right. Meanwhile through the grapevine, I heard he had moved in with 2 other women while still searching for a third.

This made me feel great as it took 3 women to replace me. I must be "WONDER WOMAN".

I yearned for him for months, until I found a wonderful MSN group on psychopaths and understood how badly I had been duped. This was all a game to him, and he never looked back and will continue to play this sick game for the rest of his life. Be careful ladies.

Samia

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